Sunday Sermon

Years ago, a partner at a big law firm was asked by an aspiring lawyer, “What is your secret? What is most important to you?” The lawyer replied, “Law, golf and my family… in that order.” It’s not surprising that he was divorced not long after.

If you were to ask that question on the internet you will get a lot of answers, “The 10 most important things” or “12 essential things in life” and so on. But Jesus makes it simple: Love God and Love your neighbor as yourself.

Most of you have heard Jesus’ two greatest commandments before -this is not new. We know the right answer – in our heads.  And yet, it is still a challenge to live into those commandments. How do you square your life and the everyday decisions you make with the commandment to love God and love your neighbor as yourself? – especially in the midst of a pandemic, natural disasters, and civil unrest?

This was the situation in Martin Luther’s day. The 1918 pandemic was in his community – and there was no vaccine or ventilator or what we would call real medicine. There was drought and famine and civil unrest. Germany was not a single country at the time but rather a group of little kingdoms with various princes vying for power. Meanwhile, the church was extracting huge sums of money from the poor to build cathedrals and to line the pockets of corrupt officials and priests. How was one to follow Jesus’ commands to love God and love the neighbor in such a time as that?

Luther turned to the Psalms. He was a professor as well as a pastor at that time and as he taught and preached, he discovered the power of the Psalms. He found such comfort and strength in Psalm 46 that he put the words to music. Luther writes:

          We sing this psalm to the praise of God, because He is with us and powerfully and miraculously preserves and defends His church and His word against all fanatical spirits, against the gates of hell,   against the implacable hatred of the devil, and against all the assaults of the world, the flesh, and sin.1

The words of Psalm 46 spoke deeply to Martin Luther and his community in his day and they can also speak to us in our pandemic times, in the midst of our unrest and our daily life challenges. This is the beauty of the Psalms… although written thousands of years ago, they are timeless prayers and songs of the human heart speaking openly and honestly to God and listening for God’s promise, presence and redeeming Word.

We have been challenged by our Faith Practices and Neighboring practices group to grow in our faith as a congregation and as individuals. And so, we are going to begin by exploring and praying the Psalms together as a congregation in worship. I also encourage you to try this for your daily devotions at home too.

However, I know reading the Psalms is different from reading other things. While many of you may know the 23rd Psalm, other Psalms are not as accessible. I’ll never forget the honesty of one woman who I visited when I was an intern. She told me, “Everyone tells me to read the Psalms but I can’t get anything out of them!”

Well… it turned out that she was reading a King James version of the Bible. Hebrew poetry can be difficult to understand anyway, and the King’s English wasn’t helping her either.

This experience taught me that it’s important to not just read the Psalms but to take a little  time to reflect on what these ancient words have to say to us.

In his teaching and writing2 Luther Seminary Professor Rolf Jacobson suggests that the best way to begin praying the Psalms is to first learn the different types of Psalms. He divides them into 5 categories: Psalms of praise, help or lament, forgiveness, thankfulness and trust. And then, he suggests we memorize ONE verse or phrase from each type.

Today’s Psalm, Psalm 46, is a Psalm of trust. So, I invite you to memorize just this line: God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble. 

That’s not so hard, right? My guess is that a lot of you already have already memorized that line or a variation of it because you know the hymn, “A Mighty fortress is our God.”

So you are already on your way. But let’s look a little more deeply at this Psalm. It begins with our memory verse which proclaims who God is: God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble. This metaphor, this image of God, is a reminder to us that God is bigger and stronger and more powerful than anything we can imagine.  This is not the only image of God in the Bible, but, especially when we are overwhelmed, it is helpful for us to be reminded that God is so much bigger than we are and that we can trust in God.

Further, look at the pronouns of this verse. Psalm 46 is a psalm for the whole community. “God is OUR refuge and strength.” God is not just my refuge but God is a refuge, a fortress for us all. We all have a place, a refuge, with God. And this is why the Psalmist can proclaim:

“Therefore, we will not fear, though the earth should change, though the mountains shake in the heart of the sea; though its waters roar and foam, though the mountains tremble with its tumult. “

God’s got this. We do not need to fear. There is no power that is stronger than God.

The second stanza of this Psalm is one that I admit, I often have passed over. But this time, I noticed where the Psalmist says that God is – God is in the midst of the city. Our God is not a God who is far off. God is here, with us. It is God who provides life giving water to refresh and sustain us. And, even when nations are in an uproar, and human systems fail, and even when the ground beneath our feet seems unsure, God is with us and is our refuge.  

Finally, as we read in the last verse, God will bring peace to the earth. He makes wars cease to the end of the earth; he breaks the bow, and shatters the spear; he burns the shields with fire.  This day…is not yet. But this day will come.

In the meantime, God speaks directly to us in this Psalm: “Be still, and know that I am God!”

Sometimes I need to just sit with that verse for a little while. I know for a time I was addicted to listening to the news reports – anxiously hoping and praying for a release from this pandemic and making sure I was on top of the latest news. Don’t misunderstand me. It’s important to be informed so that we can make good decisions. But I also realized that I was overwhelmed by it. If that is sometimes your temptation too for this or anything else … I invite you to give your concerns to God and then sit with this word from God: “Be still, and know that I am God.”

Like Martin Luther and so many of the Saints who have gone before us, we can turn to the Psalms and pray the Psalms to help us learn to trust in God who is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble. Thanks be to God. Amen.

1Martin Luther quoted by Dr. Mark Throntveit, WorkingPreacher.org October 25, 2015

2 Rolf A Jacobson and Karl N Jacobson Invitation to the Psalms, 2013 and podcast Praying the Psalms.

October 31, 2021    Faith-Lilac Way Lutheran Church        Pastor Pam Stalheim Lane

Thanks be to God for His indescribable gift!

Have you ever tried to count the stars? Or wondered at the beauty of the sunset? Or breathed in deep after a fresh rain and looked up to see a rainbow? These are all God’s gifts.

But God doesn’t stop there. Have you ever held sleeping baby? Or skipped rocks with a friend, a child or a child at heart? Or listened to the stories of a grandparent or elder? Relationships are God’s gifts too.

Have you ever watched a musician playing; an artist drawing; or a chef cooking and seen the joy of creating something beautiful? Have you ever heard someone speaking passionately about volunteering at a soup kitchen or a food shelf? Or knit mittens to give away? Or shoveled their neighbor’s walk? All of these skills are gifts from God.  And the time that it takes to do these things? That’s a gift too.  Furthermore, as Paul writes, your gifts inspire others to also give thanks to God.

God is generous with God’s gifts. God wants us to be generous too. As Paul says, “God loves a cheerful giver.” It isn’t because God is lacking in anything – the whole world belongs to God after all – but God knows what happens to us when we give joyfully. We are filled with even more joy.

In our Gospel lesson we meet a young man who has it all. He’s rich. He’s faithful. He’s earnest.  Jesus looks at him and loves him and invites him to follow. And yet… that rich young man goes away from Jesus deeply saddened.

This is a hard story to understand because, as Greek scholar and pastor Karl Jacobson said, “It’s not translated very well.” When the rich man asks, Good Teacher, what must I do to inherit eternal life?" he is not asking about one deed or action but rather is saying “What good must I do” a general sense.” And in response, Jesus simply points him to God saying, “There is one good one.” In other words, look to God for the goodness. And then Jesus points the young man to the commandments. But the young man continues, asking simply, “Which? As in, which one have I failed to keep? How can I do it better?” 1

I once thought that this young man was just trying to justify himself. But, on this reading, I think this young man is earnest. He wants to do the right thing. He is seeking something, perhaps because he knows that he is missing something. His wealth and obedience are not bringing him joy. And so it is out of love that Jesus invites him to experience the joy of giving in a really extravagant way - sell it all and give it all away to the poor. And then come… and follow.

This story challenges what people in the disciple’s day – and I dare say ours –think about money and riches. The disciples are surprised and confused when Jesus says, "How hard it will be for those who have wealth to enter the kingdom of God!"

But Jesus is not saying that wealth is bad but rather that there is a limit to what money can do. As the song says, “Money can’t buy you love.” And Jesus tells us: money can’t buy you salvation either.

Jesus illustrates his point with a pretty vivid picture, saying, “it would be easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle than for a rich man to get into heaven.”

It’s a funny image – a camel trying to get through a needle? But throughout the years… people haven’t been laughing. Instead, there have been lots of attempts to try to soften that statement of Jesus. At one time I heard a story of a gate in Jerusalem called “the eye of the needle” in which a camel had to get down on her knees and take everything off of her back in order to make it through the gate. It was a nice story. But.. it turns out that someone just made it up – just like people do today on social media. They wanted to find a loophole  – a really big needle. But… sorry…there is no gate in Jerusalem like this.

Instead… Jesus is using hyperbole making a point… it’s impossible for a camel to get through a needle. But…those of you who are rich – do not despair! Jesus also says that what’s impossible for people, including those who are rich, is not impossible for God. Money can’t buy you love and money can’t buy you eternal life because neither one is for sale. Love is a gift from God and so is eternal life.  

God is generous. And gives us so many gifts! So how do we respond? We can hoard the gifts that we have been given. But do you remember what happened when the Israelites hoarded the manna that God sent to feed them when they were traveling in the wilderness? It turned moldy – rotten – and they got sick when they ate it. In a similar way, I think the problem for the young man isn’t that he has wealth. The problem is that the wealth had him.

But that is not our only option.

I was at a conference a few years ago in which all of the participants were invited to bring a gift to give. This wasn’t for a silly gift giving game. Instead, this gift had to be something that we already owned and could not be worth – in monetary value – more than about $20. And it had to be something that we, ourselves loved. In other words – no cleaning out the cupboard and giving away what we were going to give to Good Will anyway. And… we had to be prepared to tell a story about the gift that we were giving.

The gifts were interesting. One woman was a talented musician and she brought a cd of her songs. Another person brought a signed copy of a book that they had loved. Still another brought a piece of jewelry, another brought a knife that they had carried with them for years. But it wasn’t the actual “stuff” that was given that touched my heart. It was the stories that were shared and the spirit of generosity that came from telling the story and giving away something that was important to you to someone else. The item was only a piece of the gift. The true gift was the relationship that grew as a result of sharing precious stories and giving a piece of yourself to someone else.

Jesus is generous – and gave himself to us.  It is this kind of generosity that Paul invites us into as well.

Paul invites the Corinthians to give gifts joyfully and out of a sense of gratitude to God – not only to support the mission of the church and the “bare needs of poor Christians” but also, so that we all join together in praise and thanksgiving to God for all of God’s gifts.

It is out of a spirit of gladness and generosity that Paul urges them and us to “show your gratitude through your generous offerings to your needy brothers and sisters, and really toward everyone.” So that others can see the extravagance of God’s work in your lives and respond with thanksgiving to God in prayer. We are called into the community of Christ. Thanking God for this gift, his gift, we respond to the gifts of God with joy, generosity and thanksgiving. “Thanks be to God for his indescribable gift!”   Amen.

Faith -Lilac Way Lutheran Church    October 24, 2021                    Pastor Pam Stalheim Lane

1 Rev. Karl Jacobson, October 10, 2021  http://www.goodshepherdmpls.org/worship

Sunday Sermon

Today’s gospel lesson is not a shining moment for James and John.  After reading this story it is apparent that Will Rogers never met James and John.  If he had met them, it would have been hard for Rogers to say that he never met a man that he did not like.  James and John appear to have excessively high opinions of themselves.  They also show themselves to be quite selfish.  They also completely overestimate their ability to live in the way of Christ which is not a surprise as they reveal that they completely misunderstand the mission and ministry of Jesus.  James and John obviously have flaws which they reveal in this story, and now that they are established as the villains in this text, I could easily spend the next ten minutes tearing these two disciples to shreds but before I do that, I think that it is only fair that I start by pointing out what the sons of Zebedee get right.

I admire James and John for being willing to take some risk and to be bold in their request.  They come forward and ask Jesus “Teacher, we want you to do for us whatever we ask of you.”  They are direct and forceful and they do not mince any words.  They are not afraid to directly approach Jesus and make their demand.  They know that if a request is not made then it cannot be granted.  In this case I surely would have preferred it if these two disciples had used their assertiveness to ask the Lord to heal the sick, to feed the hungry, or to lift up the oppressed rather than asking Jesus to grant them positions of power on his right and left.  However, in the act of making this bold request we see that an essential thing that James and John get right in this story is that they absolutely recognize the greatness of Jesus and express a desire to be close to him.  They understand that Jesus is the real deal.  They followed Jesus and journeyed with him because they were so enchanted with this charismatic itinerant teacher.  They had seen Jesus do many amazing things and they knew that Jesus was capable of doing even greater things.  This request to sit at the right and left of Jesus is definitely rash and self-centered but I think that it can be viewed as an affirmation of their initial commitment to leave their boats and nets behind in order to follow the Lord.  They still believe that Jesus has great power even if they misunderstand the way that Christ works in the world. 

In contrast to James and John many of us often fail to recognize the greatness of Jesus.  We have the testimony of the Bible, the witness of the saints, and a Savior who is always with us but we continually turn to other people, places, and things rather than approaching Jesus.  We recognize greatness in our athletes, entertainers, and authors and we rush out to support their endeavors by buying tickets, books, or whatever they happen to be hawking at that time.  We obsess over our favorite celebrities and the latest trends.  We want to emulate those whom we admire, and in the process, we tend to ignore the great and merciful Son of God.  We are quite comfortable relegating the greatness of Jesus to just one hour per week on a Sunday morning while we spend hours on trivial things.  We limit singing the praises of Jesus to our church building and our church community and we fail to proclaim to the world that it is Christ who has the power to transform our society and in fact is doing so before our very eyes.  We often fail to recognize that it is Jesus who has the power to heal this broken world where many are impacted by the consequences of climate change, where many have suffered loss because of COVID-19, and where many are food insecure.  Unlike many of us, these disciples fully acknowledged that Jesus is capable of things beyond our limited imaginations.

After hearing this request, Jesus eventually has to set them straight.  The reward for following Christ is nothing like the luxurious banquet that James and John have imagined.  Much like James and John we tend to seek power and use it to control others and to benefit ourselves.  In our society many of us hope to ingratiate ourselves with the rich and successful and then leverage our relationships with those in power to benefit from certain perks whether it be a lavish meal, or a trip, or a plum work assignment, or simply more money.  In my time working both in consulting and in the corporate world I experienced first-hand this trend of vying for the attention of those considered great in order to enrich oneself.  In fact, I am even guilty of it myself.  However, things are different with Jesus and the places on his right and left are already reserved.  Mark writes in chapter fifteen that Jesus was crucified with two bandits.  One was on Jesus’ left and the other was on his right.  Mark does not give us any further information about the bandits.  They may be petty criminals or possibly felons or maybe insurrectionists as evidenced by their being sentenced to crucifixion.  It is clear that these individuals who were crucified next to Jesus were people of low standing.  The fact that Jesus suffered along with them shows that his mission was to come into this world and to be in solidarity with the oppressed, the impoverished, and all those who our society deems to be outcasts.  The places at the right and left of Jesus are reserved for those who have been oppressed by our unjust social structures.  On the right and the left of Jesus are those who suffer from injustice, discrimination, and abuse.

The request of James and John is denied but that is not the end of this story.  As I discussed earlier despite their rather selfish and impetuous request it is apparent that these disciples are bold and they see that Jesus is extraordinary.  Jesus sees that they are misguided but he knows that they have great potential to serve God’s Kingdom so he extends a very special invitation to them.  Jesus personally invites James and John to participate in his death.  On the surface the meaning of cup and baptism may be ambiguous but when read in the context of Mark the meaning is clear.  Today’s reading from Mark comes immediately after Jesus has predicted his death and resurrection for the third time.  The cup that Jesus offers is the same cup which motivates his prayer in the Garden of Gethsemane.  By offering them this cup and this baptism Jesus is inviting James and John to die to their old ways and now live in the way of Christ by humbly serving others.

Baptism and the cup are not just for James and John.  Through the water of Baptism and the cup of Holy Communion Jesus also invites us to participate in his death.  As we read in verse forty-five Jesus came not to be served but to serve and to give his life for many.  The good news is that we are assured that “the many” includes all of us.  Jesus has given his life for us and this includes an invitation to share in his death.  Just like James and John we are also called to die to our old ways and to now live in the way of Christ.  Because Jesus loves all of us so much, we are invited to share in his death.     

Today’s gospel passage ends with Jesus explaining how his way is not conventional.  The way of Jesus is different than the way of the world.  It is not an exercise of control over others but it is a way of loving service for others.  With Jesus death is not permanent but it is essential to resurrection.  Through his death and resurrection Jesus redefines what it means to be first and to be great.  The giving away of oneself to others is following in the way of Jesus.  Those who walk in the way of Christ are those who are dedicated to serving all because to follow a servant Messiah is to act as a servant.  We all get caught up in seeking power, wealth, and glory but through his death Jesus frees us from our captivity and invites us into a new way of living.  Jesus liberates us not to become great as the world understands greatness, but to live as servants of Christ.  By offering us this cup to drink and inviting us into baptism Jesus gives us a remarkable gift which remakes our lives and reconstructs our society.  Therefore, by sharing in the death of Jesus we also share in his life affirming resurrection.

May we all be bold in our request to be close to Jesus.  May we recognize the greatness of Jesus which brings goodness and new life to the world.  May we accept the invitation of our Lord Jesus Christ to fully participate in both his death and his resurrection.  Thanks be to God.

 -         Vicar Kyle Anderson

Be Bold

Be BOLD when you pray. Do not be afraid to ask God for help for your needs, your cares, and your concerns.

Joel Boyers did not realize that he was being bold when he prayed this past summer for meaning in his life. I imagine that he was much like many of us, tired of the pandemic, feeling rather stuck. He was ready to do something meaningful, something that would make a difference.

It wasn’t long before he was given a chance. Boyers, a helicopter pilot and co- owner of a small aviation business in Nashville, had just finished helping Melody Among, his fiancé, earn her pilot’s license. They were flying home to celebrate when he got a call from a woman in Pennsylvania. Her brother’s home in Waverly, Tennessee was underwater from a flood and he and his daughters were trapped on the roof of their house. Could Boyers help?

Be BOLD when you pray. But then be ready because Jesus listens to your prayers.

Bartimaeus, the blind beggar, was pretty bold. He shouted: “Jesus, Son of David, have mercy on me.” And when the crowd tried to hush him up, sternly ordering him to be quiet, he called out even louder than before, “Jesus, Son of David, have mercy on me.” He knew what he needed, and he wasn’t afraid to ask for it.

Bartimaeus’ boldness paid off because Jesus not only heard him but asks the very people who had been trying to keep Bartimaeus quiet to, “Call him here.”

Again, Bartimaeus responded boldly – springing up – abandoning his cloak which was probably his only possession -- his garment and shelter and what he used to gather the few coins that people dropped in his lap. He just threw it off – with the faith that he would no longer need a beggar’s cloak when he had eyes to see.

Jesus healed him with the words: “Go; your faith has made you well.”

How did Bartimaeus – a blind beggar – have such faith that Jesus commended him?  We don’t know. After, all, faith is a gift. But I wonder… if Bartimaeus, sitting by the side of the road day after day, had had a lot of time to pray. And I also wonder if he had become a really good listener.

After all, Jesus has told his disciples three times that he is headed to Jerusalem where he will be betrayed, suffer, and die before he rises again in three days. And yet… the disciples never seemed to quite understand. But Blind Bartimaeus sees – that is knows - that as surely as he is Bartimaeus the son of Timeaus, Jesus is the “Son of Man.”

Knowing who he is – and knowing who Jesus is - Bartimaeus boldly asks for what he wants and then follows Jesus on the way. 

What about you? What about me? Do we pray boldly for what we need? Do you trust in Jesus to give you what you need – even if you do not receive what you want?  Do we have the courage to follow where Jesus leads?

If I’m honest I have to say, “Sometimes.” Sometimes I pray boldly and passionately. Other times… I could be a bit bolder, a bit more persistent in my prayers and I could trust Jesus a whole lot more. But even when I’m not as bold as I wish, I do know this: Jesus knows who I am. And Jesus knows who you are. You are a beloved Child of God.  And Jesus hears your prayers.

When he first received the distress call from the woman to rescue her brother and his family, Boyers didn’t think about his prayer for doing something meaningful was being answered. But he did wonder: “‘How would I feel if I told her I’m not even going to try?’” And then he said, “She just so happened to call the right person, because I’m the only person crazy enough to even try to do that.”

And so, even though the weather was rough and there were high voltage power lines along the way and the internet was down, and he knew that he could get in trouble if he interfered with the work of the police and fire rescue crews, Boyers and his fiancé flew on anyway.

When he got to the overflowing river in the town of Waverly, Boyers said, “it was nothing but tan raging water below me…There were two houses that were on fire. There were cars in trees. … [and] tons of debris… I knew no one was going to be able to swim in that.”

There were a few people in boats trying to rescue stranded people. But the rescue crews had not been able to get there because of the bad weather. And so… even though Boyers knew he wasn’t really authorized to do this, he started flying up and down the flooded creek, picking up anyone he could. Sometimes he had to maneuver around power lines and balance his skids on sloped rooftops and hover over the floodwaters. 

When they were done, he heard from the woman who originally called him. Her family was safe, and he realized his prayer – to do something meaningful – was answered that day.

There were a lot of bold prayers answered that day. And there was heartache too. Praying boldly does not guarantee that you will get the answer that you want. But it does mean that you will have the assurance that Jesus is with you – regardless of what happens. For Jesus walks with us on the way, hearing our prayers, healing our wounds, and making us whole.

So, brothers and sisters, friends in Christ, be bold in asking God for what you need. And then listen and be ready to follow Jesus’ on the way – because he is already here. Thanks be to God, Amen.

Faith-Lilac Way Lutheran Church            October 10, 2021            Pastor Pam Stalheim Lane

Loving & Caring for Creation and being cared for by Creation

What is your favorite place in God’ creation? Do you love the mountains? The vast plains of the Dakotas? Or maybe you love ocean beaches or wind-swept deserts or trout filled lakes and streams? Maybe you find solace in the quiet of deep forests or the sound of birds in sun dappled meadows? Or maybe you prefer city parks or even your own back yard.

I don’t know about you, but for me, it’s hard to choose. There is a great diversity in the terrain of God’s creation… and I have found that everywhere I go, I see beauty of the land and water.  As God declared in the very beginning, “It is good.” Yes. “It is so very good.”

God also created a great variety of creatures - fish and animals that swim like the dolphins, roar like a lion, run like a gazelle or fly like a bird or buzz like a mosquito. Although… I have to admit, I have some distinct preferences this time.  I’d rather see a frog – than a snake. I’d rather hear a bird sing than listen to a mosquito buzz in my ear. But…   God declared, “It is good.” And it is… it is ALL good.

And yet… while the creation may be “good” it is not tame nor safe. One day the lions may lay down with the lambs without the lambs becoming lunch… but that time is not yet.

When we were hiking in Montana’s Bob Marshal wilderness, my spouse and I took bear spray along for our own protection. And…while it might have been interesting to run into a bear, I was happy that the only bear prints we saw were ones that were imprinted in long since dried up mud on the path.  But they were a reminder… the bears live there… we were just visiting. And when we came upon a dead young wildcat along the path… we did not tarry long to determine how it came to its demise. Instead, we picked up the pace and moved on. We didn’t want to be anywhere near that dead wild kitten if its’ mama came by.

The wilderness is awesome and rugged but also fragile. One day we gazed up into old growth forest trees that seemed to reach to the skies with trunks that I could not reach my hands around and the next day we walked through an area that had been burned by fire… thirty years ago.  The trees were still laying like matchsticks strewn across the mountainside for miles and miles. There was no shade to be found. New growth was coming… but after thirty years it was just getting started.

This is God’s creation, this amazingly beautiful and yet wild and dangerous, rugged and fragile world. And God entrusted this beautiful world to us! God tasked us with the responsibility to care for it with the hope that we tend to it with love.

But…our response, quite honestly, has been mixed. We have made some mistakes. We have mistreated and abused the earth and the seas and the sky. There are huge islands of garbage floating in the ocean that are bigger than our state. We have polluted the earth and the sky. The smog is so bad in some places that people have difficulty breathing. Our lack of care for the earth, the water and the sky has caused so many problems for the world – and for us – with climate change among the most severe.

Clearly, we have made a lot of mistakes in caring for our world. And the scars show. But fortunately, there are some things that we have done right. We have been wise enough to set aside places to keep wild and other places to keep green. The parks and wild lands in our country and across the world are sanctuaries for plants and animals to thrive and they provide respite for us too.

There are also things that we can do personally to better care for our world. One church recognized that the relationship between people and creation needed tending. So, they began a ministry called “Holy Hikes.”1 Their goal is to help individuals re-establish what has been a broken relationship between creation, our Creator and our human community by simply inviting  people to “take a step, perhaps even a hike.” With the understanding that “people will protect what they love,” they invite people to experience and thus rediscover the beauty of the earth and their place in it. And it is amazing what can happen.  For when we stop to listen and to pay attention to the world that we live in, we are blessed. Being in nature can be a tonic to our souls.

My family discovered this a long time ago. There is a little creek near our house. When our children were little, we discovered the best parenting tool was to simply take a walk to the creek whenever one of us got a little fussy. Somehow … just hearing the bubbling brook...and maybe throwing pebbles and pooh sticks into the river… was just the healing salve that they – and we -- needed. I’m still walking to that creek – and every time I go there, I come back refreshed.

In the same way, for those of you who have animal friends that live with you, just caring for the pet may be the best medicine you have ever taken. And judging from the pictures that some of you sent – your care for your pet has paid off. Your animal friends are thriving. 

We are not yet at the time of the beautiful kingdom when lions and lambs bed down together. But we can bless the animals that we live with, so that their lives will reflect the mutual relationship of love and care that we seek to have with all of creation.

In this mutual relationship of love and care, we and all of creation can join together in praise of God our creator. As the Psalmist wrote:

Let the heavens be glad, and let the earth rejoice; let the sea roar, and all that fills it; let the field exult, and everything in it. Then shall all the trees of the forest sing for joy! Psalm 96:11-12 NRSV

 Thanks be to God. Amen.

1Holy Hikes is established as a ministry of All Saints Episcopal Church in San Leandro, California. https://holyhikes.org/about/

Faith-Lilac Way Lutheran Church        October 3, 2021            Pastor Pam Stalheim Lane

Salted

As some of you know, when I went hiking in the Bob Marshal wilderness this summer some mountain goats visited our campsite. It was our first day on the trail and we had just finished the long and steep path over the mountain pass. We were tired and sweaty but happy to have found a beautiful alpine meadow to set up our hammock for the night. So we were really surprised to find these wild mountain goats so interested in us! At first, we assumed it was because other campers may have fed them. And that may be the case. But we later learned that what they were most likely interested in – was our salt. Sweaty salty bandanas would have seemed like a salted caramel nut roll to them.  They wanted salt.

Salt is essential not only for goats – but for us too.   What would we do without it?  We use it not only to season our food, but also as a preservative, a cleaner and even hate to think about it yet but to melt ice in the winter.

Probably because we use it for so many things, the word “salt” has come to mean much more than its everyday uses. In Jesus’ day, salt was so valuable that Roman soldiers were paid in salt – which is where we get the word “salary.” When warring tribes came together to make peace, they did so over a meal which had meat and… of course salt. So when a covenant, an agreement was made, they said it was “salted.” 

Jesus uses the word metaphorically in Matthew, telling his followers, “You are the salt of the earth.” In our passage today from Mark’s Gospel, Jesus says three different and kind of confusing things about salt. But I want to focus here on the last one (Our Bible study on Sunday will focus on the other two). Jesus invites his disciples to, “Have salt in yourselves, and be at peace with one another."

To understand what is going on, let me remind you that the disciples had been arguing about which of them was the greatest. Jesus answers that if they want to be first, they must be last and servant of all. And then, he picks up a child – a person in those days who had no status whatsoever – as an example of who he wants them to welcome. Jesus wants the disciples – and us – to see that he is turning the world’s values upside down. It isn’t who you know or how much money you make or how much status you have that is important.

But before Jesus can even set the child down --- John interrupts by telling Jesus about how he and the other disciples told off some guy who was using Jesus’ name to heal because he wasn’t a part of their group – he wasn’t following us – that is, the disciples. 

At this point in Mark’s Gospel, Jesus is already heading to Jerusalem. He has been teaching in parables and showing his might and power through acts of healing. But there isn’t much time left. So Jesus becomes a lot more direct. As Flanner O’ Conner once said, “To the hard of hearing you shout, and for the almost blind you draw large and startling figures.” And that is just what Jesus does. He uses hyperbole and strong language to get the attention of his disciples because he doesn’t want the disciples or us to get distracted by tweedle beedle battles or spend their energy fighting amongst themselves.

For what Jesus wants for his disciples and us is to live like the people that God has made us to be. This is why he extolls them and us to: “Have salt in yourselves, and be at peace with one another.” For Jesus knows, challenges will come.

And challenges have certainly come for us this past year. And by “us” – I mean everyone. As is always the case, the poorest and most vulnerable were hit hardest, but pandemic has affected everyone in some way – some got ill, too many lost loved ones, many felt isolated, children fell behind in school, parents were stressed, those on the front lines were pressed into hard service again and again and we all got weary.  And when we get tired, that is when it’s easiest to stumble.  At least that’s what I’ve found.

It was a long way up the mountain pass but I had my eye on a big rock that I assumed was the top of the pass – and it didn’t look so far. But… when we got to that rock, we discovered that it was only a lovely plateau. Hidden on the other side of that rocky ledge was a very large rocky avalanche field with a narrow path that wound back and forth and up and up and up the mountainside and I could not see where it ended. All I could see was that it was going up. The sun was getting higher; there was no shade. My pack was feeling heavier and I was getting weary and I was starting to grumble on the inside but I kept on trudging forward because I knew we had a long way to go. I was trying to smile but my feet were starting to stumble. 

My partner noticed. Maybe his feet were tired too. He had an even bigger pack than I did. He said, ‘let’s sit down and have lunch and drink some water.” And so we did… we had a meal of chicken salad and salted nuts. With my backpack off, I was able to look back and see how to see beauty around us and look down at the glacier fields below us and see how far we had come. We still had a long way to go but it didn’t seem as impossible as it had before. I felted refreshed and “salted” and ready to begin again. 

I wonder if that is what we need to do for one another. Perhaps what we need is to be “salted” – so that we can be at peace with one another.  After all, this is a time in which I think everyone is weary from dealing with the pandemic and so sometimes we do not act as our best selves. So what if we recognized this in ourselves – and in others – and gave both yourself and whoever you consider “other” a huge helping of grace – or call it “salt.”  For what Jesus wants for us and for all of God’s children, including or maybe especially for the weak, the vulnerable, the powerless, is that we be “salted” and be at peace. Thanks be to God. Amen. 

September 26, 2021          Faith -Lilac Way Lutheran       Pastor Pam Stalheim Lane

Mark 9

In today’s gospel lesson it is obvious that the disciples are utterly clueless.  This story comes from chapter nine of Mark.  At this point they have been with Jesus for a while.  They have given up their occupations in order to travel with Jesus.  They have seen him heal.  They have been taught many important lessons and heard him preach to them in parables.  They were there when Jesus calmed the storm, when Jesus fed five thousand, and when Jesus walked on water.  Despite all of this they still do not understand this specific teaching about Jesus’ death and resurrection.  They fail to comprehend that it is central to the incarnation of Jesus that the Son of God has come into this world not only to serve others but to save the world through his suffering and death.

I can definitely identify with the clueless disciples in this story.  I think back to some times in recent years when I have been distracted by worries or fears as my mind has not been focused on the task at hand.  It does not tend to go well for me.  I remember when I scratched up our sort of new and freshly repaired car while parking it when my mind was more focused on a full day of meetings at the seminary and at work while I was also thinking about the three papers that I had to write in the next week.  And sometimes my distractions cause me to be completely oblivious to the obvious like when I failed to notice that my wife’s Diet Coke had exploded when we were in the car.  At that time the things running through my mind were worry about my sore back and thinking about my summer intensive class and when it would work best for me to visit my family in order to celebrate my parents’ fiftieth wedding anniversary.  Later I felt foolish when I asked my wife why she had changed her clothes and was taking towels down to the garage.  When I am preoccupied with my worries and concerns, I am clearly not at full capacity and I miss things that I should never miss.

I imagine the disciples in this story to be like I was in these examples which I just cited.  I assume that they are distracted and therefore not at their best.  They are focused on other things so they are not fully able to comprehend the impact of this second prediction of death and resurrection.  As you may remember from last week’s gospel lesson they were there when Jesus predicted his death and resurrection the first time but according to Mark a few things have happened in between these two predictions.  The lectionary skips these events but I want to mention them because I think that they provide insight into the disciples’ state of mind.  Earlier in chapter nine Jesus takes Peter, James, and John up a high mountain and they see Jesus transfigured.  It was quite a scene as Jesus’ clothes became dazzling white and Elijah and Moses both appeared.  Jesus did order Peter, James, and John to be silent about this event until after Jesus had risen from the dead, and the text of Mark indicates that they kept the matter to themselves.  Even if they did not brag about what they had witnessed Peter, James, and John would certainly have been impacted by the Transfiguration and it would have been natural for them to now be a little bit cocky about their place in the hierarchy of the group since it was clear that they were in the inner circle.  The other disciples may not have known what had happened on that mountain but they knew that they had been excluded from participating and they would now have a reason to be insecure about their place in the group.

After the Transfiguration the disciples then encountered a boy with a spirit who was having seizures.  The disciples were unable to cast out this spirit and were subsequently scolded by Jesus.  After Jesus had cast out the spirit, he told them that this kind of spirit can come out only through prayer.  The disciples had been unsuccessful in healing the boy and now they were processing their failure.  They were likely questioning their abilities and they had been accused by Jesus of failing to pray so they also felt their dedication to the Lord to be in question as well.

In addition, they appear to be in the middle of a rigorous stretch of travel.  They are passing through Galilee heading to Capernaum and then at the very start of chapter ten which is the next chapter they are going to the region of Judea and beyond the Jordan.  These were not short fifteen-minute car trips with no traffic.  They were walking for miles in a warm weather climate.  They were totally dependent on their legs so a sore knee or a blister on a foot would mean lots of pain on this kind of journey.

I think that taking this background into account is really important to understanding today’s text as we see that the disciples were clearly not at their best because of the long journey, the failure to heal the boy, and the apparent divisions that were appearing within the group.  Rather than dealing with the root causes of the matters at hand they do what many of us would do and begin to debate a completely unrelated issue.  They turn to squabbling about the question of who is the greatest.  They are likely feeling insecure at this point so they argue about hierarchy and power.  They may be wondering if some of them will soon be replaced.  The disciples are essentially trying to justify their existence by making their cases about their relative greatness.  It is human nature.  They know that they have failed but now they are trying to rationalize their actions.  Peter is likely arguing that since he is in the inner circle that he is better than Thomas.  Thomas is likely arguing that he is not a greedy tax collector like Matthew.  Matthew is likely arguing that as a tax collector and future Gospel writer he is better because he has education that the others do not have.  I could go on but you see what is happening.  Because of their insecurities and recent failures, they are now arguing about something that has nothing to do with the mission and ministry of Jesus.  The disciples even seem to know that their arguments with each other are completely fruitless as they are silent when Jesus confronts them when he asks them what they were arguing about on the way.

Jesus has just told them about his death and resurrection for the second time and his disciples are arguing about status and power.  Jesus knows that at this time the disciples do not understand what he is telling them and they are afraid to ask him.  He knows that he needs to hit the reset button on today’s lesson.  It is apparent that Jesus needs to take a different approach in communicating his message that he is the servant of all and that his followers are called to service.  He also knows that the disciples need love and comfort as they are struggling right now.  He decides that the best way to reach them is by using a little child.  The disciples may have been distracted and not fully engaged with Jesus’ message but they did know where children fell in their patriarchal society.  In any society children are vulnerable and they are dependent on others for their survival and well-being.  Because of the child’s low standing Jesus identifies with the child just as throughout his ministry Jesus identifies with the lowly and the oppressed.  The message being taught by Jesus is that greatness consists of warmly welcoming one with low status like a child. 

Welcoming one of the vulnerable is welcoming Christ himself.  The disciples themselves are among those who are vulnerable.  In this simple embrace of the child Jesus shows the disciples how they are to be the servants of those in the community.  As followers of Christ, we are invited to represent those who are on the margins and who lack an advocate.  Humble service to the community is the way of Christ and true greatness is to be the least of all and the servant of all.  In addition, the disciples also see that the love of Christ is freely available to them and that they are welcomed into his warm embrace during this time when they themselves are also struggling.  The way of Christ connects us all in community and none of us are alone as we are all invited into the arms of Jesus.   

Many of us can identify with the clueless disciples.  We are distracted by our busy lives and all of the worries of the world including our desire for wealth, status, and power.  Much like the disciples we argue with each other about our relative merits and in so doing we fail to see that Jesus has extended his arms toward us inviting all of us into his love and grace.  Our preoccupations may keep us from seeing what is happening right in front of our eyes but an essential part of the gospel of Christ is that he is always there with his arms extended waiting to welcome us.  If we are able to look beyond the distractions of this world and our daily lives, we then can see that the invitation to experience the love of Christ is one that is free even for us clueless disciples to accept at any time.  The call of Christ to resist wealth, status, and power and to live a life of humble service is rooted in the radical grace of God.  It is this grace which completely destroys the world’s idea that greatness is based on wealth, status, and power.  Through this radical idea of humble service, we have the opportunity to embrace the vulnerable in our arms just as we are brought into the warm embrace of the love of Christ.

May all of us clueless disciples serve each other and be embraced in the arms of Christ who welcomes all of us to be with him.  Thanks be to God.

 -          Vicar Kyle Anderson 

On the Way

“Who do people say that I am?".

That’s an easy question for the disciples. At this point in the Gospel of Mark, Jesus has healed the sick and those who were blind, deaf and mute. He has cast out demons and fed thousands of people with a few loaves of bread and a couple of fish. And he’s taught with authority. Clearly, everyone is talking about him. So, it’s easy for the disciples to report: Some say "John the Baptist; and others, Elijah; and still others, one of the prophets."

But what would we say if Jesus asked that question of us? We live a world in which there are many religions and beliefs and people who claim not to have any faith. Some people would say that Jesus is a prophet, others call him a teacher, and some say that Jesus is Savior, Lord, Messiah, Prince of peace. Many have heard about Jesus but not really know who Jesus is.

I used to assume that everyone knew who Jesus is. Growing up in a rural farm community in Wisconsin, everyone I knew went to church – at least at Christmas. But that is not the case anymore – not here and not there either.

And this is what makes Jesus’ second question even more relevant today. Jesus asks his disciples, “Who do YOU say that I am?” Peter nails it with the response: "You are the Messiah."  

But then… Jesus makes it clear that while Peter may have said the right words, he did not understand what they meant. Jesus did not come to be the kind of Messiah that Peter and others were looking for – a king to restore Israel and put down their oppressors. Instead, Jesus declares he will suffer, be rejected by both the authorities and the religious leaders and be killed before he rises again.

This is the way of Jesus – and he invites his disciples and you and me to follow him on the way. This is not the way of glory and easy living. It includes sacrifice and living for others. This is a path that sounds foolish to those who do not understand, to those who want to put themselves, and their family, their friends, their own selfish self interest first. But as Jesus declares, what good is it to gain the whole world and lose your life?

And… Jesus is still asking the question: “Who do you say that I am?”  

What would you say?

Would you quote Peter? Or John 3:16? Or maybe you would remember something from your catechism or the creeds? Or would you be so surprised that you don’t say anything at all?

A few years ago as part of a pastor’s conference, Christian writer and speaker Brian McLaren interviewed Dr. Peter Senge, a pioneer of systems theory. He asked him for his best advice for Christian pastors. Senge replied that he was thinking about that the day before when he was in a big bookstore, and so Senge asked the bookstore manager what the most popular books were. The manger replied that the most popular were about how to get rich. The second most popular were about spirituality, and in particular about Buddhism.”

When asked why Buddhism and not Christianity, Senge replied, “I think it’s because Buddhism presents itself as a way of life, and Christianity presents itself as a system of beliefs.” 1

Is that true? Have we, as Christians, been so focused on what we believe that we have neglected to teach the way of Jesus as the way of life?

It is true that Christians – across many denominations -strongly profess our faith in Creeds that have withstood the test of time and been passed down from one generation to another, teaching our children and our children’s children the creeds, the Lord’s prayer and the commands – all as part of our Lutheran catechism.  This is what we promise to do when we baptize children and adults into the faith.

But, as McLaren puts it, in addition to teaching and proclaiming what we believe, we must also “rediscover our faith as a way of life.”2

Like Peter, we need to have more than the right words. We need to learn and relearn how to live out our faith in our daily lives.

I love to walk on a path that runs along Minnehaha creek – some of it is paved and has lots of foot and bicycle traffic on it. But the part that is closer to my house is more of a goat path that used to get overgrown with weeds – that is - before the pandemic. Now, that path is wide and well-trodden. It seems that during the pandemic, more people were out walking than ever before and so, to quote Brian McLaren again, “we make the road by walking.”

That’s the title of a devotional and guide book that he wrote about faith practices. Just as the way a goat path becomes a road by people walking that path every day, the way that we live into our faith is by practicing it, walking in the way of Jesus.

During the pandemic, we as a faith community have had to adapt some of our faith practices, including expanding the ways we worship.  Some were high tech ways – meeting on zoom and watching worship online  - and some were pretty low tech ways – delivering worship bags, worshipping in the parking lot and spreading out when we worship inside. All of these were ways of being Christian community and you, as a faith community, have been doing a really good job of trying to stay connected with a phone call or by sending a card. But, we have room to grow as we seek to live out our faith as a way of life, as the way of Jesus.

This is one of the reasons that I am so excited that Faith-Lilac Way was chosen to be part of a cohort of Wildfire and other congregations learning both faith practices and neighboring practices. Our team will be learning some new faith practices and teaching them to you and our neighbors.  One of the goals of this program is to equip us and you to be able to answer Jesus’ question, “Who do you say that I am?”

Because Jesus is still asking the question – and challenging us to live out our faith as the way of life. You and I are on the way. We haven’t arrived yet. We still need to listen and reflect upon and seek to live out the way of Jesus as we face the challenges of our daily lives. We need to drink deeply of the water of life and be refreshed by Christ’s body and blood and the Word of God.

And, we need to work on being good neighbors. Part of our mission as a church and as baptized Christians is to invite others to embark on the way of Jesus with us and to also be refreshed by the waters of life.  I know just the thought of this makes people uncomfortable – but what if we thought about our role not so much as giving other people the answers or telling other people what to think, but rather that we can invite them to hear Jesus’ question and to reflect with us on what it means and how it informs the way that we live.3

Brothers and sisters, friends in Christ, Jesus invites you to follow so that you may live an authentic and meaning filled life and so that you may be a witness, inviting others to join us on the way, trusting in Jesus to lead us. Thanks be to God. Amen.

1 Finding Our Way Again, Brian McLaren, page 3 Thomas Nelson publishing, 2008

2 Ibid. page 3

3 Workingpreacher.org, Sept 2009   Alyce M. McKenzie

Faith-Lilac Way Lutheran Church            September 12, 2021                Pastor Pam Stalheim Lane

Love and Prayer Make a Difference

She was a mother on a mission. It didn’t matter to her that in going up to Jesus, she was breaking at least three taboos: She was gentile. She was a foreigner. And she was a woman. All of these conditions made her automatically “unclean” and should have kept her out of the house where Jesus was trying to rest. But she was driven by love. She knew, somehow, that the rabbi who healed people in miraculous ways was in that house… and there was nothing that was going to keep her out.

When I read this story – I want to cheer on this Syrophoenician woman who dares to break through all sorts of barriers for the sake of her daughter. But I have to admit that there are parts of this story that I don’t like. I wish Jesus had not called this woman a dog. Some interpreters try to soften his words and ask us to assume that Jesus is just playfully calling her a puppy – as if that makes it any better.  Some say he is testing her faith. Others remind us that in the Gospel of Mark Jesus is portrayed as a very human person who reflects the biases of the day.

And, some, like Dr. Caroline Lewis from Luther Seminary, remind us that in the Old Testament, there are times that God changes God’s mind, and it is always on the side of compassion. For example, when Moses came down from the mountain with the 10 commandments and discovered that the people were worshipping a golden calf, God was so angry that He was about to destroy them. But Moses prayed for the people and begged for compassion -– and God changed God’s mind and did not destroy them but instead showed compassion.

So, I wonder if Mark includes the exchange between the Syrophoenician woman and Jesus to show the power of love and prayer.  Jesus’ mission had originally been to the Jewish people first, but he had left the Jewish countryside and gone into the Gentile territory. Perhaps he had gone there to rest but when confronted with this mother who is so focused on her mission of love that she refuses to be put off by traditional taboos or cultural stereotypes or slurs and who instead asks for just a crumb of grace, Jesus agreed with her –and gives her so much more.

Jesus opens up his mission and ministry to include not only her and her daughter but all people. Jesus demonstrates that God’s love and grace and mercy was and is not limited by geography or politics or gender or anything else. 

The second story underscores this message. Jesus goes to the Decapolis, a city of gentiles, in an area that used to be outside of his mission. But people heard about his gift of healing and so, again, acting in love and with care, they bring to Jesus a man who could not hear or speak. Under the old cleanliness rules, this man would have been ostracized. But Jesus touches him, putting his hands in the man’s ears and on his tongue and heals him saying, “Be opened.”   Be opened. The healing power of God’s love and grace and mercy knows no bounds.

Did you notice that in both stories, the people who are boldly asking Jesus for healing are asking for someone else? In the first story it was a mother asking for a daughter. And what mother wouldn’t. But in the second story, we don’t know who is acting on his behalf but a group of anonymous people gathered and they begged Jesus to heal this man. In both cases, people acting out of love and care asked Jesus for healing on behalf of someone else and their prayers were answered. 

These two stories made me reflect on the prayers that have been made on my behalf -- especially when I was in an accident years ago that resulted in a head injury and coma. I literally could not pray for myself. But luckily for me, my mother was very much like the mother in the first story – she was persistent, and stubbornly determined to seek the health of her daughter. She not only prayed for me but she acted, enlisting the help of others both for prayer and for health care. When the doctors at the first hospital that I was in told her that my situation was hopeless and recommended that she look for a nursing home to put me in, she asked for a transfer.  Again, luckily for me, one of the members of her church was a specialist in head injury trauma and he helped direct my recovery and enlisted the help of another doctor who I later learned was not only an expert in the field but was also a missionary doctor.

I was the recipient of the love and care and prayers of my mother and so many others with prayer chains stretching all over the country as well as excellent doctors and health care. And God heard these prayers – and I was healed.

My experience emboldened my prayers when my dear college roommate, Sharon, also suffered a head injury. She too ended up in a coma in which she could not pray for herself. Her mother and father were strong Christians and just as persistent and stubbornly determined to seek the health of their daughter as my mother had been. Again, a whole host of people across the country – including me –were fervently praying for Sharon.  And yet… despite all of the prayers and supplications, Sharon died.

I was pretty frustrated that God did not answer my prayer and heal Sharon. She was just as worthy of health and healing as I was, her prayer network was at least as strong, and she was doing great work with inner city kids bringing them to the wilderness. Why did she have to die? I was incredibly sad – and angry that our prayers were not enough to summon a miracle.

Years later I visited her mother, Mary, and the conversation turned to Sharon. Mary confided that Sharon’s injury had damaged a crucial brain function and that the blood clot that burst and took Sharon’s life was a strange blessing – because she wasn’t sure Sharon would be happy living a less than full life.  I had to agree. Sharon was one who loved to live life to the fullest. I had intended to offer Mary pastoral care that day – but it was Mary who ministered to me.

I was reminded that my way is not always God’s way because I know only a part, a piece of the story. This doesn’t mean that we should not boldly ask God for what we think we and the world around us needs. We should continue to pray as passionately and as persistently as the Syrophoenician woman did. Acting in love, we should be bold in asking God for health and healing for all who are hurting.

But, as I was reminded… that God is also with us when our prayers do not get answered in the way that we want. When my cousin Steve became ill and was diagnosed with pancreatic cancer, at his first healing service I held onto hope for a miraculous recovery. His pastor did too but she also prayed for healing that Steve be made whole and be at peace. After the service, there was a visible change in Steve – a sense of release and relief and peace. Steve’s healing wasn’t a return to health but he was made whole.

Brothers and sisters, friends in Christ, let us pray – boldly – for all who are hurting and in need of care. Let us also pray for those with whom we disagree. In this time in which the world and our country and sometimes even families are at odds over so many other things –I invite you to pray for those who do not see things the way that you see them. For Jesus commanded us to love God and to love our neighbor. And the best way to show love to your neighbor – all of your neighbors – is to hold them all in prayer.

The song that we are about to sing is a sung prayer for healing and health, but also for the strength to love one another and to be kind to one another. As you sing, I invite you to not only pray for others but also receive the gift of healing and wholeness from the Holy Spirit, the Healer of our every ill.

May you be filled with compassion, peace and hope. Amen.

Faith -Lilac Way Lutheran Church                 September 5, 2021           Pastor Pam Stalheim Lane

Sunday | Vicar Kyle Anderson

It is really amazing when you think about the small things that can change a life.  In 2005 I graduated from law school and having previously earned my CPA license I set off for what I expected to be a career in corporate tax that would last until I progressed to an advanced age.  That fall of 2005, we had just moved into our new townhouse in St. Louis, Missouri and I had started a new job in state tax with an extensive period of travel.  I had two trips to Atlanta and I also spent three weeks in Chicago.  Then after Thanksgiving I had the privilege of three weeks on the cold and windy plains of Wichita. Of course, when I was being recruited for the position the opportunity to spend the first three weeks of December in Kansas is not something that made it into the recruiter’s flashy power point presentation.   After that assignment it was a day trip to Cape Girardeau, Missouri to count inventory on December 23 from which I did not return home until 11:00 PM.  With all of this time away from home I was pretty much exhausted when Christmas Day 2005 arrived and I knew that on the afternoon of December 25 my wife and I were preparing to drive three hours to spend Christmas night with her grandpa and extended family members.  I had so many excuses not to wake up at 6:00 AM on that Christmas morning but the Holy Spirit was working within me.  On that particular Christmas Day my home congregation was serving a free breakfast at a sister ELCA congregation in an economically depressed part of St. Louis and the leader of the group had told me that they could use some extra help since some of the regular volunteers were going to be absent due to the holiday.  I ended up joining in with others from my church to prepare and serve breakfast.  I really enjoyed myself that morning.  I am definitely not a cook as I am absolutely useless in the kitchen but I had a passion for the service that we were doing and the community that we were building.  After that first time I quickly became one of the monthly regulars and eventually I served as the lay leader of the ministry and ran it for three years.  We provided nutritious meals to those who were food insecure but most importantly this free breakfast was a place where people could gather.  Nourishment occurred not only in bodies but also in hearts and minds.  After that experience my heart was changed and I would never see the world in the same way ever again.

I took seriously the admonition from James to be a doer of the word and not merely one who hears the word.  Upon moving to the Twin Cities in 2010 to work for US Bank I plunged into a feeding ministry here and I also started volunteering extensively for other causes as well.  I even won a volunteer service award from my employer.  I was really good at doing however I was not so good at hearing.  I continued to grind out long hours in my corporate cubicle and I also could not say no to any good volunteer opportunity so I was constantly busy pushing my limits.  During these years I rarely took time to contemplate whether or not I was on a sustainable and fulfilling path in life.  Eventually I finally created some space to consider my future vocation and I slowed down enough to discern a call to ordained ministry.  When I finally took some time to hear God’s call I had some great conversations with pastors, friends, family, and even co-workers about my strengths, weaknesses, and interests.  I also started spending time contemplating my future including attending multiple discernment retreats.  Eventually I could not resist the call that I was hearing and I enrolled in seminary.  When I finally gave myself the time and space to listen to the word, I was finally able to hear the call to ordained ministry and to act on it.  By allowing myself to hear the word I became able to see that my Christian vocation had changed and that my doing of the word would now continue on in a different way.      

This call to be doers of the word is one of several moral exhortations that occur in the book of James.  This plea from James is similar to the Old Testament wisdom literature of the Book of Proverbs.  The advice to be a doer of the word is wise in that it not only benefits the world at large but also benefits each of us individually as well.  Many of us tend to be receptive to James’s call because I think that we can all agree that it is much more fun and meaningful to be a doer rather than a mere hearer.  For example, it is more fun to be out in nature than to watch a nature show on tv.  It is more fun to play a game than to watch one.  My story is just one example and your story will obviously be different than mine because everyone brings to this congregation different skills and passions.  I do think that one common element of all of our stories is that service is important in spiritual development.  The love of Christ flows into our hearts and enables our service which brings us closer to our neighbors and also brings us closer to Christ as we have a chance to see our role in building a beloved community.

The doing of the word is closely linked to the hearing of the word and this is why the author of James makes sure that the invitation to be doers of the word is preceded by the instruction to “be quick to listen, slow to speak.”  We listen to God which allows us to see God in our neighbors.  We ask the question what are the needs of this community?  There is so much to do but we also must remember to take the time to listen because through the power of listening we see the needs in our community as well as the hopes and dreams of community members.  When we listen, we hear the cries of our neighbors which includes those suffering from the lingering pandemic as well as those who are living in poverty and others who are crying out for justice.  This listening is so important to the process of doing God’s word.  We are invited to consider whether or not our actions are in line with our values and passions.  Only you can decide what motivates you to action but when we take the time to listen, we open our hearts and minds to new possibilities. 

The book of James is also quite bold and with its antagonism toward the rich and with its emphasis on repentance it calls to mind the prophets of the Old Testament.  The Old Testament prophets all possessed a passion for making the world a better place which they share with the author of James.  If we all take the opportunity to hear the word and to be doers of the word then we can begin to imagine how magnificent our world can be.  People from different religious traditions dedicating themselves to action formed by faith would be a very significant first step toward creating a world where justice and peace are universal.  As we read in verse 27 the result of hearing and doing the word is a society which reflects the love of Christ for all people.  It is a society where the orphans and widows are no longer in distress.  It is a community where Christ’s love permeates every part of our existence.  Hearing the word and doing the word is the manner in which God’s creatures become co-creators with God in making all things new.    

I am excited to serve Faith-Lilac Way in the coming year.  As the new intern I am looking forward to hearing the word with you as well as being a fellow doer of the word with you.  There are so many concerns on the local, national, and global levels that are worthy of our attention.  Recently, Faith-Lilac Way and its members generously supported NEAR Food Shelf by collecting school supplies.  In just two weeks there will be an opportunity for members of Faith-Lilac Way to again be doers of the word.  On Saturday September 11 we will be participating in the God’s Work Our Hands event at Holy Nativity which involves the collection of food to help the Every Meal program as well as service projects to help Lutheran World Relief, Lutheran Social Services, and Bread for the World.  This is just one of the many opportunities that are available to be doers of the word.  My hope is that together we will both hear the word to discern our call to serve and then engage in acts of love and service that make our community, nation and world a better place for all of God’s children.     

 -Vicar Kyle Anderson

“Lord to whom can we go?” “As for me and my house… we will trust the Lord.”

Times were tough. There was very little health care – and what they had was mostly quackery. No insurance. Taxes were exorbitant. But then along comes Jesus, a rabbi who not only heals the sick and makes the blind to see but also feeds the hungry with an abundance of food. There were even leftovers. Of course, people flocked to him. Lots of people wanted to be his disciples.  But when Jesus started teaching about who he is and invited them eat his flesh and blood, and to abide in him and letting him abide in them... well…these images were, frankly “tough to swallow.” They complained, “This teaching is difficult, who can accept it?” Many people left.

Following Jesus was not easy then… and it isn’t always easy now. We have been living in a tough time. The coronavirus has killed over 3 million people and sickened far more… and now the pandemic statistics seems to be ramping up again with the Delta virus. I am weary of it. But worse yet, instead of coming together on this, our country and our world is divided -- about this and lots of other things. It is easy to wonder – where is God in all of this? Has God forgotten about us? Some people may think so – and have given up on God – or at least on the church.

When things got tough and some followers started to leave, Jesus asked the twelve, “Do you also wish to go away?”

But Peter responded: “Lord to whom can we go? You have the words of eternal life. We have come to believe and know that you are the Holy One of God.”

“Lord, to whom can we go? … We have come to believe and know that you are the Holy One of God.”

The disciples had come to a crossroad. Do they abandon Jesus and their faith in him or do they follow – even though they don’t know what lies ahead? The people of Israel were at a similar crossroad before they crossed the Jordan river into the Holy Land. They knew what lay behind them. They did not know what lay ahead. Joshua asked them to choose – are they with him – or were they going a different way? He told them his choice – as for me and my house, we will serve the Lord. And the people agreed. Even though they did not know what lay ahead, they would trust in God.

There are times in our lives when we are challenged. Sometimes our faith is challenged especially when the bottom falls out of the life that we knew or thought we knew - a loved one dies unexpectedly, a fire or flood takes away our savings, a pandemic disrupts our life and the life of the whole world… and just when we thought we were over this coronavirus… it’s back… in a new variation.

It is times like these that we – as the people of God – need one another and we need to support one another even if we don’t always agree on everything. As a community of Christ, we are like a braided rope – each one supports the other and the Holy Spirit supporting us all. As it says in Ecclesiastes a cord of three strands is not easily broken. In challenging times, we need one another to help each other hold on to and trust in the promises of God and to simply move forward in faith.  

Sometimes we have experiences that help put this into perspective. This summer I took a backpacking trip to the Bob Marshal Wilderness. I had been there before and an old knee injury had acted up and so one of my teammates ended up carrying my pack for the last mile one day because I just couldn’t carry it any further.

This time, there were just two of us going. We packed smarter and lighter and trained harder and even practiced spraying an old can of bear spray. When it was time to go, I felt much better prepared.

But you can’t prepare for everything. One day our goal was to reach the alpine lake, Lake Leval. We knew it would be a stretch so we had a backup goal that was closer.  According to our map there was a little pond at the foot of the North Wall… a great mountain range that is part of the Rocky mountains. As I walked, I imagined this alpine pond glistening in the woods just a little further on… But while the distance measured as the crow flies was only a few clicks away – a click is the backpacker’s term for a kilometer – this did not take into account switch backs – going back and forth and up and then down and then back up the mountainside.  Nor did it account for the intense heat of the middle of the day. Finally… we got there! But the pond had dried up. There was only a little trickle of water and no place to camp. We filled up our water bottles, and, disappointed, trudged on. But I found myself walking slower and slower. Finally, as I started to trip over my own feet, I realized I had to just sit down. So we rested for a time and when we looked up, we saw three trees that would be a perfect spot to hang our hammock tent.

It wasn’t the place we were looking for – but that mountainside became our refuge that night, a place to rest and to rejuvenate.  As I looked around the huge mountains around me – I felt very small but not alone. I was struck by the grandeur of the mountains, and, like Peter, I stopped trusting in my own strength. With the Psalmist I prayed: “I look to the hills – from where will my help come?” My help comes from the Lord who made heaven and earth.” 

Again, there is something about wilderness that puts life into perspective. This year’s mission trip wasn’t the one that they had planned last summer to New York City. That trip – like so many other things --- was cancelled because of the pandemic. So instead of the windy city – the youth went to Wilderness Canoe Base – also windy but a completely different experience.  Like Peter, they had some things to wrestle with – and like Peter, they learned some things about themselves and about God. 

What happens when you put a bunch of great youth in canoes in the Boundary waters with wonderful leaders and good guides trained in both leading Bible studies and in leading canoe trips? Amazing things. God’s creation inspires wonder and awe – even when there are hard and challenging experiences along the way.  And… when you invite the Holy Spirit into the conversation it’s hard to say what will happen –-- but it will be good.  Thanks be to God! Amen.

August 22, 2021             Faith-Lilac Way Lutheran                  Pastor Pam Stalheim Lane

Love Gift

Have you ever walked into a house and were greeted by the smell of warm bread fresh out of the oven? Mmm. I remember waiting, as a child, to see what my mother or grandmother would pull out of the oven – would it be a loaf of bread or rolls? I always hoped that it would be rolls – because then, usually, I could taste one while it was still warm.

There is something special about bread. Every culture has a bread or bread-like staple. And I have learned to not only enjoy the recipe for fresh wheat bread that my mother passed on to our family and the lefse recipe from my grandmother but also tortillas, naan, pita and rice cakes and even gluten free crackers. It seems that bread is not just food – it is an essential part in our lives.

This was true for people in Jesus’ day too. Today’s Gospel comes after Jesus fed 5000 men – not even counting women and children – with one boy’s lunch of bread and fish.

After Jesus did that – everyone wanted more. “Fill us with this bread” they cried. This bread – miraculous bread, abundant bread --- reminded people very much of the bread from heaven that their ancestors ate when Moses led their people through the wilderness. The sweet taste of bread combined with the miracle of abundance where there was enough for all and leftovers too. They wanted more of that kind of bread. And Jesus has more to give. But Jesus is not interested in simply creating a free bakery out on the shores of the Galilee.

Instead, later, when he is teaching in the synagogue, Jesus proclaims: “I am the bread of life. Whoever comes to me will never be hungry, and whoever believes in me will never be thirsty.” Jesus not only offers bread for lunch – but sustenance enough to satisfy you for a lifetime.

He got some push-back for those statements. I mean they must have been thinking “what kind of bread is that? What water can sustain you so that you are never thirsty on a hot summer day?”

But rather than explain, Jesus surprises them by saying: “Those who eat my flesh and drink my blood have eternal life… for my flesh is true food and my blood is true drink.”

For us who are reading this story many years after Jesus’ resurrection and who are part of the Christian faith, we can see clearly the connection between Jesus’ statements – shocking at the time – and our own practice of Holy Communion and hearing Jesus’ words: “This is my body – given for you. This is my blood – shed for you.” But at the time, one of the things that had set the Jewish people, Jesus’ faith community, apart from pagans was their strict dietary laws. They would have been horrified to hear a rabbi is talking about drinking his blood and eating his flesh. That sounded to them like the pagan rituals that they had worked so hard to condemn. And in fact, in the church’s early years, some Roman leaders persecuted Christians in part because they thought Christians were cannibalistic.

Every Gospel tells the story about Jesus’ miracle of feeding a crowd with just some bread and fish and prayer – but the Gospel of John is different from the others.

We begin the Gospel of John by being introduced to Jesus not as a baby or at his baptism but as present at the very beginning of creation. “In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God.” But these ethereal beginnings change very soon and we read: “the Word became flesh and lived among us.” Jesus lived like us. And then, throughout the Gospel, Jesus proclaims who He is by using a variety of ordinary images. Jesus says, “I Am the Door”; “I Am the Gate”, “I Am the Good Shepherd.” And in today’s Gospel Jesus proclaims: “I Am the bread of life.” Each of these metaphors are meant to open up people then and now to receive the gift that Jesus is giving to us and to the world.

A few years ago, author, pastor and speaker Gary Chapman defined “The 5 Love Languages” in a book by the same name. He suggested that people prefer to receive love in one of five ways – through words of affirmation, quality time, acts of service, physical touch or by receiving gifts.1 Based in part from his work as a marriage therapist, he suggested that, to build relationships, people pay attention to the way that those that they love want to receive love.

So that makes sense, but I’m not sure if God has a preferred love language for receiving love. However, God’s love language for giving love to God’s people throughout the Bible always seems to include a feast.

Providing food and drink – especially an abundance of good food – may be the ultimate love language because it includes all 5 of the “love languages.” (1)An act of service was performed in the making of the food, (2) we receive a word of affirmation – you are invited to the table, (3) to time together, (4) to enjoy physical presence, and of course, enjoy (5) the gift of food.

Throughout God’s history with God’s people, God invites us to a banquet, as Wisdom proclaims: “Come and eat of my bread and drink of the wine that I have mixed.” And, as we sang in the Psalm: we are invited to: “Taste and see the goodness of the Lord.” God’s gift of food and drink that we can touch and see and taste is a gift of love in any language. And, it is given for you.

This is a love language that we know and practice. It’s been harder in the pandemic when we didn’t know what was safe or healthy to share. But the giving of food to those who are hungry and to those who are hurting is a love language that we know how to do.

For example, during the pandemic, one of my neighbors, I’ll call him John, was diagnosed with throat cancer. His wife put out a caring bridge site. As friends and neighbors, we wrote words of encouragement and lifted him up in prayer as they began scary treks to the hospital for Chemo even when covid was raging. And then, one of our neighbors decided to start a “meal train.” The spots filled up quickly. When it was finally my turn, I asked his wife what John could still eat. I had noticed there were some pretty gourmet meals coming their way. But what John really wanted was some good ol’ chicken soup. And so that day, my love and care showed up as an ordinary bowl of chicken soup. That was my love gift to them.

And I know that you have done the same – time and again… when you hear that someone is hurting or there is a death in the family… hotdishes start to arrive. Other people bring cookies. A feast is spread. When a college student goes off to college and you know that they are facing some tough finals – somehow a care package arrives stuffed with love deliciously disguised as cookies. You know this love language that shows up packaged in cupcakes and cookies, hotdishes and sandwiches and in bread and wine.

This is the love language that Jesus was speaking on those Galilean hills as he provided bread and fish and this is the language that he was speaking when he proclaimed in the synagogue and in churches then and now; I am the bread of life. This is my body. This is my blood. Take and eat. This is given for you. I have come so that you may have life and have it abundantly. I love you. This is most certainly true. Amen.

Faith-Lilac Way Lutheran Church August 15, 2021 Pastor Pam Stalheim Lane

1 Gary Chapman, The 5 Love Languages as cited in: https://www.huffpost.com/entry/most-common-love-language_n_5b4f906be4b0b15aba8b1d2c